mr.almost perfect

haven't been blogging for quite a long time... but i guess this one should be "recorded" here since it's not everyday that i can meet someone like him...

i have known this guy for a year or so...first impression? he's a simple guy and a shy type...and yes i was right...he's simple but not shy... :) he's a bully...a real bully.. :D but he's really a good guy with a good heart...

what really caught my attention was his desire to serve not just God but the people as well... he did not allow anything to be a hindrance in helping other people and that's what i call service... he's also responsible..he whole-heartedly do whatever task is assigned to him and he does it with dedication... he's also a good example of someone who shows humility...

i can't deny the fact that i'm falling for him but i wouldn't let this feeling ruin our friendship and our closeness.. if he's the one that God has sent for me, then I can wait... he's like a living angel sent to show me how it is to really serve God and others...

just can't help it

what's happening to me this time? can't help thinking about someone i shouldn't be thinking...no! there's nothing wrong on thinking about him but not this much!!!

he's even in my dreams...and all i want to do is just to talk to him...be with him...argh! this is so not good!

he's such a good guy..yeah, so good i didn't even realize that i'm liking him too much...

he has a good heart and that's what i like about him...he's always willing to help...a good servant of God, a very respectful guy...

i always like being with him..though he always tries to annoy me, i miss his presence all the time...

i've never been addicted to someone for quite a long time but he's just so addicting :)

i don't know what to do...i want him to know how i feel but i just can't do that...

why? why do i always fall for a friend? :(