i was shocked last night when i've read my best's status in FB...i texted him immediately but that didn't change my mood...he texted me this afternoon to thank me and well, he still didn't forget telling me that he's hoping that i'm ok...that touched me so much...he's now faced with a big problem and yet he still thinks about me...my best, he's just extraordinary....
he just texted me a while ago and for the second time i was shocked and saddened because he and his family is faced with two difficult situations now...i don't know what to do...i wish i could be there beside him and tell him that everything would be ok...i wish i could be beside him so he wouldn't feel alone...all i can do to help him now is to pray for his mom and dad...
honestly, at times i envy best for having a great family...i haven't met them personally except for his dad but from his stories, i know that he has a great family, which i don't have... this is one reason why i really feel sad now because i know that he loves his family so much...
i know he doesn't know this but everytime that he's sad, hurt, i feel twice the pain... i don't want it when he's depressed... i just want him to be happy...whenever he's down, i just wish i could make him feel ok...i'm wishing i could do something for him now...hoping he'll be ok...
i told him before that i dedicate this song to him...and i want him to know..."hindi kita bibitawan"
