i hate him! he's done too much damage to me... at first i thought he'd help me move forget about the guy i've been waiting for so long... he did diverted my attention but i think it didn't help me at all for i've fallen for him when i know i shouldn't...when i know he had no plans on pursuing me... definitely he had no plans on getting into a serious relationship with me... he had a lot of girls around her who likes her... i was badly hurt when he told me that he was just sweet and caring because he wanted to win in our deal.. coz i told him before that i would never fall for him and the one who first fall for the other loses... he then said it's just a joke but damn it! it's no joke for me... and how would i consider that as a joke when he totally changed after saying that to me... he's not sweet anymore and i just always hear him talk about his "girls"... i know i'm so stupid to fall for him in the first place but he gave me a reason to fall for him... it's my fault in the first place.. i shouldn't have told him so much about me... i never thought that he'd let me fall by using my weaknesses... i hate it! i shouldn't get hurt, but i feel like he just played with my emotions... :( he makes me happy whenever he's around, whenever we talk, but now? it just hurts me when he says "i love you"... i don't know what he wants me to think when he says that when he also told me that he doesn't want to cross the line.... argh! i just hate this!!!! :'(
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mommy. :'(
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