one step at a time

a lot of things had happened in the past weeks and i'm still trying to pick up the pieces of myself. trying to feel ok though deep inside, i feel that something's missing. i'm still searching.. no, i guess i'm still hoping that things will get better soon.. i wanted to talk to someone and just cry everything to him/her... i just want to let it all out... the sad part is... my closest friends are busy and i don't want to disturb them with their own lives so i can't do what i want :(

i'm trying to feel fine..yet it seems to difficult for me because of the situation...i feel so lost...